Jalay gi jalan

For the first time in my life, i wish i had someone to talk to.No! I do not want to unburden myself on other person sorry ears and neither do i want to tell my sob story.I just want to a have a decent conversation, about any thing at all.

This i find really strange, because i have never felt lonely for company before.it is not that i have never been alone.In fact i used to enjoy those solitray moments when my mind was exerting itself to deep rumination..But there is a difference between solitude and loneliness...

This is different than those aches for your lover when you miss him/her. When al you want is him or her.You are not soelely looking for conversation in such a scenario are you? You know you want him/her to satisfy your heart and ofcourse for the sake of love.you want to indulge in sweet nothingness..

But i just.....
I am Alone.

Not that there aren’t people around me.But, perhaps, i will not be able to disguise the pain in my eyes from them and that would start a whole new series of questions and lectures.... and i don’t want to answer any questions or hear how i am slowly destroying my life when i deserve better. if only they knew...

** sullen smile**

Admit it girl.....

You lost yourself on the way..


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Jalay gi jalan
Bujha de koi!
Hai jeevan kuthun
Dua de koi!

Bhuji ja rahi hai shama dard ki
Hawa de koi!

Harwazay yadon k dheeray se khulnay lagay
Badal wo kaalay se , aahista chatnay lagay
Aaa jayay maine jo meray khwabon maine wo kabhi
haqeeqat meri veeranon maine bhataknay lagay

Wo aayay ga naan
Wo aayay ga naan
Kuon sada de koi???


duniya mujhay to bas ab fana si lagay
bhayay jo shae meray dil ko gunah si lagay
sajday kuon na karoon, teri aas kio
yaadon ki ye zanjeerain khuda si lagain

na ho gi shifa
na ho gi shifa
kuon dawa de koi??

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song by:schaz
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