unusual ,,,

most probably, its the current month, sa’wan that I feel so sleepy and tired always. coz now, I don’t have to travel and do the little help in manual work with the riggers. I went straight to bed as I reached my place, last night. It was 8 PM, I guess. My neend is pretty kachi. I got up around 2 AM with my friend’s wrist watch alarm. Didn’t want to get up and offer the ISHA prayer but then I somehow, persuaded myself. It’s always excellent after I go through the wazoo....

Then I had two more hours to sleep but neend nada’rad. I also wanted to offer the fajR prayer after ages and experience the mysteriously cool feelings afterwards. so in those 2 hours I missed so many ppl and places; from school days till the recently passed univ. years. I wondered at the fast forward speed of the memory tape, really.
I also typed the song KABHI KABHI MERAY DIL MEIN YE KHAYAAL AATA HAY as a text message. Though, I had no one to send that to. I just felt like and badly wanted then to listen to it.
The most prominent in missing was the chocolate friend and perhaps, that’s why I saw her in dream too after I went to sleep for the little time after fajR, walk and breakfast. The morning walk was really refreshing. Walking on grass with shabnam, bare feet.... I didn’t even feel content with stepping once, almost everywhere in the field.