Ecstacy

…and I am drowning….slowly and eagerly …traversing deeper and deeper…so serene it is…this journey towards the end…end of everything…end of existence…I feel my heart ceasing…giving in to this euphoria…never could I conjecture…an end so pleasant, so ecstatic, so tranquil. A lifetime of afflictions, a story amassed with sufferings has culminated…all the desires fulfilled, all the cravings addressed…no concern about weal woe… …no frets about loss or gain…it’s all meaningless and worth less…here, now…the expense, the wilderness of the entire universe seems to have encapsulated me…I can touch each and every nook of it…it’s all so close to me…and I am all so mighty…in this ultimate moment….this sweet pain soaring through my body …surrounding my heart and soul…is worth a thousand years of gleeful living…this end is worth a thousand beginnings…life belongs here…the eternity
God don’t let me hit the bottom…for the end would be exquisite no doubt …but this journey towards eternity is a lot more…don’t let this feeling of sheer joy end…just let me keep drowning …for ever and ever….deeper and deeper…
In her eyes…