I started my job some eight months back , I was highly ambitious then . I wanted to change the system then but it seems now that the system has changed me . In our course a meeting between us & Raodad Khan was arranged where he lectured us on ’ our responsibility of being models to the system’ & here I am a disgrace to my institution, my morals, my ethics , my family , my country & my self . Good for nothing , hands chained -

* i will conitnue writting , as I am alone - theres nothing to do here excpet sending reports to HQ & drinking chai *