the end.... the way it was meant to be

so your done....
you did it...
i guess you had to
what else would you do?
go more mad i presume.
i would have done the same...
if i had...*sigh* someone on the side
waiting to catch me while i fell.
But you always had the safety net,
i dont know why and how you got away
with it your whole life.
i dont know why
but you got what you wanted
you always did at the end.
Cryin, cuttin, screaming your way in and out.
i hate you
for the longest time... maybe i still do.
I am jealous because you have your roots
you always did, while you made me forget mine.

I dont want you, don't get me wrong
i don't want to be married to you
because i understand.
i don't blame you, but there is something
something undeserving ... about you.
Time will tell.

But i ended up alone...
i know and i am glad
I've learned a lot and
i could almost be happy
i could almost be satisfied
but my head hurts.
or maybe my heart aches,
so then i do what i have to do
to let go knowing there is an end
an end to stayin numb.

When it was time i let go,
not just of you.
But much more then anyone
will understand.
You were just bad timing,
but its okay and its all over.

Finally
the end....
the end of you.